Well, we've had the f*(&king lurgy AGAIN!
Not content with just his 2 week one, only 4 weeks ago, T decided to catch yet another stonking cold from somewhere, and to this time share it with me.
On top of all the snot I have had to clean up (yesterday he actually ran up to me, wrapped his arms round my legs, pulled away, laughed and pointed at the bogies all over my thigh and then ran off) he's really started to push boundaries, which he usually does when he feels a bit off colour, but this time he's taking the biscuit a bit!
Everytime he's told 'no' he's crying, not a temper tantrum cry, more of a 'I genuinely don't understand why you're not letting me and you're such a bad Mammy' cry. His eating habits haven't always been the best, but lately, he's refusing to even take one bite of his tea. So last night, I took the plate off of him as soon as he started messing about, then didn't let him have anything else to eat after (he usually asks for a banana or an orange, but last night he didn't even ask for anything!) I realise that these behaviours could both be down to him feeling poorly, but I've got to stay strong else when he's better he'll run circles around me!
I've just put T down for his nap, as I walked out and into the kitchen, yells of 'I want snuggles Mammy, T wants Mammy snuggles, snuggles Mammy' That my friends is the hardest thing I've ever had to resist. My eyes were filled with tears from the cuteness and my legs were crossed so I didn't wee from laughing at him!
My weight loss was going well, I got down to 12st 9, last week which is the lightest I've been in 12 years! My target is 12st 7. I was so pleased. Then it was Hubbys birthday so had mega chocolately chocolate cake on the Thursday followed by a Chinese takeaway, then Friday was a bad day, so that also involved the rest of the birthday cake, and a takeaway pizza, then Saturday morning involved a McDonalds breakfast, and yesterday (being Mothers Day) involved chocolates and 2 bags of crisps :S
So I lost my way a little.
But back on it today. Hoping to still be 12st 9 on Thursday or less!
I'm feeling fairly fab though, went and got a couple of new clothes the other day, I bought size 12 stuff......SIZE 12. I don't think I've ever been a size 12, I'm pretty sure I went from age 13-14 clothes to a 14, I'm sure of it!
More clothes shopping when I hit my target though.
Will be brave and put before and after pics on when I've lost my stone I think....eeek! (That should get rid of a few followers! lol)
Also I've started spreading some positivity on Twitter. About 9pm onwards I ask people what happened to them that day that was good. #pbb (Positivity before bedtime) (Feel free to help me come up with a new name as PBB is an American basketball team) It's taking off slowly, a lot of peoples #pbb's are a glass/bottle of wine they had in their hands! But it helped someone feel a little bit better yesterday and that's what I'm aiming for!
Feel free to come join, Tweet me @rainbowbryte and use #pbb. Let's start spreading some happiness!
Hope the bug exits your house swiftly, not nice at all. Your Twitter thing sounds good, i follow you and have seen it but never really clicked the hashtag to find out more! (lazy) hope you're still on traget for your weight loss as it means a lot to you. x
ReplyDeleteIt does! I turn 30 this year and I intend to start my 30s looking as fabulous as possible! Would love you to join in on #pbb!
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